I've got a severe case of it. I don't understand where it comes from, but it is unbelievably stressful! How can I have so many ideas - full stories even - floating around my head like full-length movies and not put a single decent paragraph onto paper?! It makes no sense that I shouldn't be able to write something down that is as if I'm sitting in a theater watching it.
I'm not the best writer in the world, I get that. Nothing I write will ever be perfect, but the fact that I can't even write one decent PARAGRAPH is driving me insane. On top of that, there really isn't anything that sparks my interest as far as choice of majors. Of course I would be cursed with having unrealistic dreams, like being a best-selling author and a Hollywood movie big wig.
I don't understand why it's so difficult to write my own story. I've been patient for years; I've accomplished nothing. I've tried several times to give it up, but I can't. This should not be taking this many years. I don't even have anything to show for it. I'm not stupid. I know that if I don't figure something out soon - get something written for real or select a major (preferably both) - things are not going to go well for me. I'm at a loss. I have no idea what to do. The writers' block is never ending, and it makes me sick.

On a lighter note, others have not had such a problem. Kindly observe the BRILLIANCE that is Thousand Pounds Action Co., who have taken so many loves of mine and mashed them together in one epic short film! I've been playing Tekken since I was eight years old, and though this guy isn't Japanese, I've never seen anyone portray Kazuya Mishima so flawlessly!!! I never really played Street Fighter, but I am familiar enough with it to have a ridiculous level of appreciation for Ryu and Ken!!! I mean WOW!!! THESE GUYS CAN FIGHT!


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